In the modern-day world, I just don’t understand what the effectual fervent prayer looks like. In Christian circles we like to talk about being in an attitude of prayer during the day, but is that what effectual fervent prayer means? I feel I’m in that kind of attitude most of the day.
And if so, why then are my prayers not being answered? Even the ones I’ve been praying about for years. I’d certainly classify those as fervent prayers.
How is it that Elijah prayed and no rain fell for over three years, and then he prayed again and rain fell? Just like that – nothing else to it – just a simple prayer. Since becoming a Christian, I’ve prayed for rain before, and the rain never came. Why is it that God chooses to answer the prayers of some and not others? Sam tells me that it has something to do with the motivation of the prayer, and the righteousness of the man. This makes me wonder just how differently from Elijah my Christian motivation and my righteousness are before God. Sometimes I wish I could see myself through God’s eyes so I could know what areas are keeping me from being the Elijah kind of righteous. I want that kind of righteousness in my life. Truly.
“Remember, it is sin to know what you ought to do and then not do it.” James 4:17 (NLT)
I wonder if this is why I don’t see myself through God’s eyes? I wonder if this is what keeps my prayers from being answered in the Elijah kind of way? If I take a good, hard, long look at myself I can see that I choose to sin every day. Most of the time it’s not even consciously. I can really relate to Paul’s words – I can’t stop myself from doing things I don’t want to do, and I can’t seem to do the things I do want to. What a spiritual quandary this flesh puts me in. Some day I hope to master my flesh in total surrender to God – there’s another quandary for you – I am perfected only through surrender. Sheesh, and some people say Christianity is a crutch…seems to me that giving up control is a whole lot harder than doing things on your own. Well those are my random thoughts for the day. What are yours?